DiaBlog#9

"And then I realized. I can't do this anymore. It's too hard. Too big. Nothing's working. Not the letters. Nothing. Maybe if I just stop wanting so much, they can't hurt me. I don't want to stand out anymore, Nadira. It hurts too much. I don't want to stand out. Not anymore."

Aisha just kind of lets go. She gives up and says everything she's been holding inside. It was probably a big relief for her to get everything off her chest. She went from realizing how bad things really are to completely losing it to the point that isn't helpful at all.